Punye la liat for me to write a new post, but in the end, I feel called to do so..
not by anything that happened to me or my own family members
but by a complete stranger..someone I only hear of through chats with Fatin, my coursemate.
The one time I could easily recall was when Fatin showed me a pretty bag her sister bought for her in India...
"Wow," I thought. "What a thoughtful and caring sister. And she studies dentistry in India, too. Must be a really cool girl!"
It was by the news of Fatin's sister's death.
A crash between the car she was in (in which she was the only Malaysian..) with a bus in India ended the life of a beautiful young lady, demolishing her dreams of becoming a future dentist, the pride of our nation. The hope of both parents in seeing their daughter become the sole doctor in the family suddenly became an illusion, merely a dream...Innama dunia Fana...
Al fatihah to Fatimatus Solehah bt Aziz (Hope this is the right spelling..)
May her soul rest in peace with those who had faith~
Fatin, I couldn't help crying when I read your post regarding ur sister's note to you..
I never really knew how she looked like in person
I really wanted to see her..
and sadly, I was only able to see her beautiful photo
wearing a purple scarf on Fb..
the saddest part was when I read her caption
"merenung mase depan", which has already ended...
She's a beauty, I must say
and now, only her picture remains~
I know exactly how your sister feels for you, as I'm an eldest sister too!
And I have only one sister who could listen to my stories about school, about college life, about my happiness and woes...
There are only the two of us, calling ourselves SISTERS..
I cannot even imagine the thought of losing her..
She was, and always will be my one and only walking diary
Becos with her, nothing is kept a secret..
A younger sister (like you, Fatin..huu) may be so annoying at times
She gets on your nerves by secretly reading your personal diary
She kept being jealous of the baju kurung your mum chose for you..
She tries to compete with you in your studies..
and she will always try to prove that she's better than you..
You could be so different from each other macam langit ngan bumi
die kuar ngan baju ghonyok pun layan~
whilst you care so much that even a single wrinkle will spoil your day
die klu balik jb from KL sehelai sepinggang pun xpe
whilst you would have to angkut satu luggage besar cam nak g oversea
die ley bace dua tiga novel dalam satu hari
die ley bace dua tiga novel dalam satu hari
whilst you have never even finished a novel all your life
die pakai spec tebal power x macam tinggi lak
whilst you could see a faraway bird as clear as crystal..
However, it is with her that I feel so connected to
It is with her that I could reflect on every single thing in life
on every decision I make
on every failed relationships I had
and on how I should react to troubles at present and in future ahead..
My sister's name is Soleha too, Fatin, which makes me feel all the more related to the news of your sister's death..
Therefore, to my sister,
Emira Soleha, walaupun susah akak nak admit,
(Probably sebab control, well you know me..)
walaupun rase geli pun ade..(sebab terpakse jiwang jap...huu)
and walaupun akak tak pernah tunjuk...
I just wanna say that...
"I love you more than you could possibly imagine..
and talking to you is better than talking to a guy.." (Hahax!..sob2*)
Nothing could possibly replace sisterly love, no matter how much you quarrel and pull each other's hair through even the most trivial of things such as borrowing lip gloss..
To Fatin,
Hope you will be strong in facing these hard times of your life. No matter how much you think you love her...ALLAH must have loved her more..
Even more than you do~
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