Hmmm..today was quite peculiar to me...
I went out wit Zz to MidValley and felt really tired sampai beli barang and simply tertinggal kat counter! It's like I'm not focusing on what I'm doing...every action was subconsciously done...but the big question is, WHY?..I can't tell, really...
...and I simply can't stand being in the big crowd..I feel so suffocated..so small...those eyes staring at you..Yeah..I've been diagnosed with peopofobia (made it up myself..huhu)...I must say, I prefer being alone or in a small group of people..too many people around makes me feel insecured, I guess..and dizzy too.
My Ibu wanted me to get home as soon as possible..risau, katenye..takut I pegi ikut kawan tak tentu arah..She still doesn't fully trust this eldest daughter of hers I guess..Serious, ibu..akak tak ikut sape2 pergi mane2 pun...The last thing I have to settle right here in KL is this letter of good conduct thing..We're heading off to Putrajaya to settle the matter..and I'm gone...
I want to try and be happy even if it's hard..
Actually, I'm sad for no apparent reasons...
'I know not why I am so sad,
It wearies me, you say it wearies you..'
Haha...takpe la..emotional turmoil..bese la tu..
I'll be okay soon..unless this is a foreshadow of sumthing bad about to happen..
Nauzubillahi min zalik..
I went out wit Zz to MidValley and felt really tired sampai beli barang and simply tertinggal kat counter! It's like I'm not focusing on what I'm doing...every action was subconsciously done...but the big question is, WHY?..I can't tell, really...
...and I simply can't stand being in the big crowd..I feel so suffocated..so small...those eyes staring at you..Yeah..I've been diagnosed with peopofobia (made it up myself..huhu)...I must say, I prefer being alone or in a small group of people..too many people around makes me feel insecured, I guess..and dizzy too.
My Ibu wanted me to get home as soon as possible..risau, katenye..takut I pegi ikut kawan tak tentu arah..She still doesn't fully trust this eldest daughter of hers I guess..Serious, ibu..akak tak ikut sape2 pergi mane2 pun...The last thing I have to settle right here in KL is this letter of good conduct thing..We're heading off to Putrajaya to settle the matter..and I'm gone...
I want to try and be happy even if it's hard..
Actually, I'm sad for no apparent reasons...
'I know not why I am so sad,
It wearies me, you say it wearies you..'
Haha...takpe la..emotional turmoil..bese la tu..
I'll be okay soon..unless this is a foreshadow of sumthing bad about to happen..
Nauzubillahi min zalik..
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